There are sometimes, while I try to remain buoyant in front of everyone else that I am almost overwhelmed by this crushing loneliness.
Then I remember how lonely I was while he was here, and that nothing has really changed for me in that respect.
Is this why I so enjoy Persuasion? The ache of hope that all is not lost and that there is a chance for happiness no matter what, no matter how many mistakes you have made. I do wander into melancholy if I dwell on my situation too long.
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