Sunday 22 March 2009

Some Day I Shall Look Back On This

And probably be very embarrassed that I wasn't strong enough to say "f**k 'em" right at the start.

Time ticks on and things progress at a glacial pace. If getting married took so long then fewer people would do it.

No, I shouldn't say that lest anyone think I refer to my own situation. I thought I knew what I was getting into, I was lied to. End of.

Now, apart from an endless frustration at the unfairness of certain situations we three are a happy little group. My worries now concern my father and how long I have left with him in our lives. I do wish I could have the backbone to show how little I care about what went on. I got over it, there isn't an issue there, however I shall blame my Sagittarian heart that I carry a grudge forever.

And as long as I do that then perhaps this is where I will stay.